Don’t want to lose you (jealous and regretful)
May 3, 2007
You can imagine how hard it is for me to write this little note, specially because I’m starting with an apology. I guess you’re right: I’ve been overdoing it a little bit, maybe I’ve been demanding too much of your attention and getting on your nerves.
So, what I would like to propose is that we stopped fighting, I would like to propose some truce, and I would like us to go back to the way we were before, when only love, affection and lust were at the touch of our skin.
Do you know how much I love you? I don’t think you have a clue… and that’s why I want to be all yours, just as I want you to give yourself to me entirely, as it has happened before (in a far away past!).
I think you’re right, maybe I’ve been too demanding, so I promise I’ll try to hold back and control myself, before I lose you, before I have to get used to the painful feeling caused by your absence; I aim do seduce you again, to change my attitude, starting with this letter, where I confess my tiny mistakes and weaknesses, which are only caused by the immense love I feel for you.
My darling, let’s go back to the time when all that mattered were the reactions of our bodies, the excitement with every touch, the devotion and affection we dedicated each other (no screaming, just sweet whispers), no sorrows and no moods. I want you to know that all I long for, from the bottom of my heart, is to feel that you’re mine again, all mine and inside of me, master of my body and soul, and that I’ll do anything to turn this dream of mine into reality, soon, very soon.
A warm kiss, filled with lust from someone who loves you and doesn’t want to lose you. Come back to me!
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